Tonight's fortune cookie says, "Your hard work is about to pay off. Congratulations!"

I want to believe that but unfortunately I do not work hard at all xD

Can't draw noses *dies*

Ugh, I should have worked on my paper instead of this fail crap... oTL Fortunately there are only 2 pages left... But it takes me forever to get 1 page done TT^TT

God forgive me m(_ _)m

P.S: This is unbelievable... I NEVER MISSED ANY CLASS THIS SEMESTER AND YET I DID NOT GET FULL POINTS FOR PARTICIPATION. In fact, I got a freaking C for that. It's like I never show up in class or something. Just what in the world is going on? What have I done to deserve this? Is it because I did not talk in class?

Now I'm reminded that school ridiculously sucks. I do all my homework, study for tests and get As. I played by the rules. Still, it's not enough.

Pssssssh right now I just wanna quit school, stay home and draw 24/7. Thanks for discouraging me from going to school, teachers.

Desperate

I have to be more serious... This just isn't right. I feel like I was playing around all the time.

Jeez, no wonder I improve sooooooooooo slow. This is so intimidating.

*facepalm*

And when I'm in a crappy mood, I eat a lot. It's a miracle I'm not gaining weight but losing some instead.

Morning

Maybe...

I have the potential to do good... I just don't practice hard enough oTL

Fed Up

Facebook, DeviantArt,...

I've grown tired of them. I blocked and hid almost everything this morning.

It feels good. I don't want anybody to see my old self there, at least for now.

God shed His grace on thee

Picture is not mine

When I look at Hetalia America, the first thought that comes to my mind is not a silly self-proclaimed hero or a burger fanatic.

I think about my church friends. I think about an America of great faith, of passionate evangelism.

He's a hero, a superpower because his founding fathers are godly men. He's strong and outstanding because he's a Christian nation.

I want to portrait America in a way that is different from how most people draw him.

I want him to be seen as a hero of faith, because that's what he really is, no matter how mainstream and out-of-character he might appear on screen.

May 3

Dear God,

Thank you for another peaceful and pretty day.

Today I pray for peace, salvation and revelation.

Please dispose of vain glory and momentary applause from my life. I do not need them, and I don't even want to want them.

Please let Your wants be my wants.

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Welcome to my heart. Make Yourself at home.

"I have..."

'For behold, the winter is past,

The rain is over and gone.

'The flowers have already appeared in the land;

The time has arrived for pruning the vines,

And the voice of the turtledove has been heard in our land.

'The fig tree has ripened its figs,

And the vines in blossom have given forth their fragrance.

Arise, my darling, my beautiful one,

And come along!' "

Song 2:11-13 (NASB)

From now on I'll try to avoid using too much "I have".

It should be "I was given".

I'll pray for you

And this gospel of the kingdom will be preached in the whole world as a testimony to all nations, and then the end will come. (Matthew 24:14)

http://www.christianpost.com/article/20060319/more-people-claim-christian-faith-in-japan/index.html

Today, at a conference, I have made a commitment to pray for Christianity in Japan everyday. There was this strange, exciting feeling the moment I marked the cross on the map.

I've always wondered why Christianity is so unpopular in this beautiful, blessed country. I thought I could do nothing about it, but now I know I can.

Of course I still need to pray for my own country, where the Christian faith is being damaged fiercely by our government and all kinds of immoralities.

P.S: Picture is not mine.